Father's Day

Today I feel a little emotional...the sperm donor wasn't much, but I am thankful for my life, I miss my Grandfather, my Uncle Louis and I'm trying not to cry. I had a dream about the donor not long ago and it was weird because in the dream I was talking to him and I was telling him how angry I was and he was just sitting their holding my hand smiling. In a perfect world I would have someone to share today with. Someone to say thank you for being an amazing father, and great husband. Even someone just to hang out with today. I think it's just loneliness, I will be okay.